Living to die

How long should it take to find a dream? How long should it take to find a perfect moment to live for the now instead of a constant look towards the future? Is it ever wrong to do for yourself instead of for others. Life drags hard and in the process it takes the strength of many and in that lost they take there own lives. We lose are sanity, our dreams, our happiness.... is anything truly worth your life when everything can be taken in an instance. Terms of mine and yours are only states of mind; what is yours can be taken, what is mine can be taken. Should we bother and deal with the stress and heartbreak? We are, after all, fighting to live just to die. Yet despite that we strive on. When everything is put into prospective is it ever wrong for me to enjoy the day and never care about tomorrow? When it comes it comes but when it doesn't I at least enjoyed my day, after all is that not all I can do......